I’ve made a mistake. I’ve read too many books and heard too many podcasts. I am now enlightened to realise that none of this has any meaning. There is no God. There is no karma. There is no good or bad. Everything is just entropy. Heading to perpetual chaos. A slow death much like life itself. Everything will seize to exist at some point but we will all seize to exist a lot sooner than that. What’s the point?
It’s better to remain ignorant. Better to be a fool and believe in folklore and fairy tales. It’s better to dream without bounds and logic. It’s better to think in emotions and feel alive. It’s better to be stupidly in love than to analyse every step logically.
None of this matters. Not your work. Not your life. Not your good deeds and “good energies”. None of this matters. The universe carries on unperturbed by your actions and thoughts while we remain delusional beings thinking we make a difference and we are important. Fuck this and fuck everything. Remain blissfully stupid and ignorant.